Met for closure, feel like shit and confused

2021.10.27 07:41 akamargospiegelman Met for closure, feel like shit and confused

I felt this was the right thing to do because the way I was dumped was really quick and traumatic (less than 5 mins for a 2 year relationship).
I reached out to him to chat and he said at the meet up 3 weeks later, that he was so sorry for how he ended things. We talked about the relationship really maturely and he basically said that he needed to process the trauma of our 2 year relationship, we brought out the worst in each other. He made me feel like an monster and I apologised for the pain I’d caused and he said he recognised how he’d been too but that he started to resent my insecurities. He said that it was his first serious relationship and he doesn’t know how to deal with things. He was crying throughout as he said how amazing he felt I was and the thought of not talking to his favourite person anymore was really horrible and didn’t want it to be our last interaction. He seemed very on the space of only seeing the worst aspects, but adamant he didn’t feel we’d ever reconcile. He said he can’t promise how he’d feel in months time and it wasn’t fair for me to wait. I explained how I recognise my faults and am doing my best to change them. He said that is was great but he wasn’t there yet. He expressed all the feelings for me are still there and he hasn’t been getting out of bed. He still has a picture of a sentimental part of our relationship as his screensaver. He said he wasn’t looking to get into a relationship and if he was it would be with me. He says he needs to work on himself.
I was calm through the chat but at the end all the hurt flooded in and I said I felt if you love someone you make it work and he flipped out, calling me manipulative.
We ended on a hug and agreed that either of us could reach out if we wanted to. I said if he ever changes his mind to let me know. I just don’t think he can love me anymore and it hurts like hell.
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2021.10.27 07:41 WhoLovesToRun How to relax?

I have difficulties getting to relax mode after workday. I'm somehow restless. I can't just lie down and stay there. I have to get up start doing something. However, I can't do that either. I switch constantly from a thing to another. From reading a book to Youtube to journaling to Audible to cleaning bathroom to... Nothing seem to work
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2021.10.27 07:41 Faction_Chief /r/worldnews -

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2021.10.27 07:41 TRM1992 Has too much time passed?

Would it be weird to message a woman who tried getting me to hang out almost a month ago to see if she wants to go out?
She hit me up a while ago and I was busy at the time and just haven’t had time because of work to ask her out and kind of a lot of time has passed.
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2021.10.27 07:41 Smelly_Wedding Anyone using Audient ID14 in Reaper on windows?

Ive recently bought a new PC and was using a MacBook Pro before running logic and garageband but it ended up dying on me. Looking for some tips in setting up buffer size and settings. PC I have is an HP elitedesk 800 g1 usdt with core i7 16gb 512 SSD. Im only gonna be using it for vocal tracking over mp3 instrumentals. Any advice is much appreciated!
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2021.10.27 07:41 Almog4v3r Black Friday in Keychron, is it worth it?

Does Keychron normally have a Black Friday sale? Is it worth the wait? Will the discount codes be valid? What do clouds taste like?
I'm looking for ISO keys for the K2 and can't find anything really interesting elsewhere.
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2021.10.27 07:41 Faction_Chief /r/worldnews -

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2021.10.27 07:41 Diligent_Position704 Ostarine dosage

Question: should the dosage of ostarine be adjusted according to bodyweight? I'm doing my 1st osta cycle, 43 years old, 94kg lean, 196cm tall(207lbs, 6"5). I started out at 10mgED, then upped to 20mgED. I am not noticing any side effects so far, I'm at 4 weeks of my 8week cycle. Have noticed some gains, but very mild. I know 25ED is kind of the highest "safe dose', and I really want to play safe, but since I'm quite heavy I was thinking maybe 25mg is not such a high dose for me. Please let me know, do you think I should raise the dose? I will be doing a proper pct with enclo, my osta is from a very reputable company, and my training and diet is totally on point.
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2021.10.27 07:41 Wer-Wolf Израиль разрешит въезд российским туристам, привитым «Спутником V», при условии предоставления серологического и ПЦР-тестов. При этом вакцина «Спутник V» в Израиле официально не одобрена

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2021.10.27 07:41 thunderstormtaken Hackers ruin my dream of winning with Pig Rider Kit

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2021.10.27 07:41 s_toft The best blues music comes from Korea

Because it has so much Seoul
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2021.10.27 07:41 Faction_Chief /r/worldnews -

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2021.10.27 07:41 karimousse2000 Alliance of Victory search Peoples who are in interested

Alliance of Victory is a mod about the central powers winning World War I with Italy on their side, the Russian Civil War ending in a stalemate, a collapsed British Empire and a Japan beginning to expand its empire in Asia and more, i search peoples who know coding, artist, writer and what you know in modding
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2021.10.27 07:41 SpicyDolphin74 A pvp tip for those who are new.

Crouching and entering sneak in pvp will make you go completely invisible until someone walks close enough to you.
Pretty common knowledge for lots of people however I spoke to a person last night who didn’t know sneak did that. Hope that can help someone.
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2021.10.27 07:41 SeeTheExpanse John and Jackie Kennedy

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2021.10.27 07:41 LatvianXD_ [QUESTION}

Which stock gun is better for the waffle the 12,8 cm or 15 cm?
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2021.10.27 07:41 Sarin01 Predator PO3-66 lights

Don't know if this belongs here but I don't know where else to ask. I'm wondering if there are any apps that can change the colour of the lights on this model, I know the other models can change it using PredatorSense but it doesn't have that feature for this model.
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2021.10.27 07:41 uchihanabi He finally dropped from the boss node!! I'm almost there though 🤣

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2021.10.27 07:41 Sydnxt Update Compatibility List | 2022 Creative Suite

UNSTABLE (Might Work - No Support Given) Aero
Substance 3D - Painter, Sampler, Designer, Stager
Lightroom Classic
Stable (These apps all function correctly) Photoshop V23.0
Illustrator V26.0
InDesign V17.0
XD V45.0.62
Dimension V3.4.4
Premiere Pro V22.0
Fresco V3.0.1
After Effects V22.0
Bridge V12.0
Dreamweaver V21.2
Animate V22.0
Character Animator V22.0
Audition V22.0
Media Encoder V22.0
InCopy V17.0
Prelude V22.0
Camera Raw V14.0
This post will be edited when new updates release until the 2023 apps are released.
Last updated: 2021-10-27
Cracked on Creative Cloud V5.6.0.788 GenP V2.7
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2021.10.27 07:41 KoVG_official Bulk VR Ready PreBuilt PCs

I am considering opening a VR Arcade, with about 5-10 individual stations. I’m not sure how feasible it is with the shortages. Was wondering if anyone could advise on options? I’ve built quite a few custom pcs but understand prebuilts are cheaper now? Thanks
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2021.10.27 07:41 ballisticautistic09 How do you get an introvert out and moving?

I have no close friends. Loneliness has been haunting me emotionally for as long as I can remember. The big problem is that iam introverted - i mean Super Introverted. A condition known as Aspergers, or Mild Autism. It nice in that it makes me very capable intellectually (i was a good student and also good in art), but it strips away your ability to socialise. Socialising and understanding people can be chaotic and very stressful - so much that I have to isolate myself to calm down.
I know this is no way to live. Isolated, purposeless and chronically depressed. But iam driven to change things in my life. Iam ambitious, I always was. Iam talented - in art, philosophy(deep analytical thinking) and not to sound like a Narc but Iam extremely good hearted a person.
I dont have social support around me.I live in a developing nation in the pacific. I want to use my skills and energies for the greater good- find purpose and chase success so I can secure my future. But I cant due to the depression I feel from loneliness and meaninglessness. The isolation and difficulty getting my social needs met. Its wrecking havoc to my mental health.
How would you help someone as excruciatingly introverted as i am? thank you...
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2021.10.27 07:41 Faction_Chief /r/worldnews -

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2021.10.27 07:41 Substantial-Bottle-4 All belle niamh flinter and kneevo

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2021.10.27 07:41 Economy-Dog-5322 Pray for twin 🙏

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